it has end between me and Casper. i know he gave up with me. i know he can't stand my attitude any longer. he have made his final decision, yesterday was our last moments together. last kiss, last hug, last touch and the last time being together. the sweet and sour memories, i won't forget that. you know i can't live without you. but i have to move on.


being with you is the best thing ever. you're the best Teman cum boyfren. you're just everything in my life. i love being with you. i love you so much. but yea, i have to accept the fact, we're nothing now. *tears* you may do whatever you want without me stopping you now. i know you gonna read this.


but please, for my goodness sake, dont ever trouble Ibu Ayah. dont make things hard for them. they have done a very best for you. they sacrifice more than i do. they love you more than i do. they deserve the best from you. they need you more than i need you. bcus you are their precious son. kirem salam Ibu Ayah ~ dont think of abscord. think about family everytime when you do something.


you need not think about me. i'm just a girl with nothing with me. i dont deserve your love. i dont deserve anything. i know i deserve a piece of shitzx. you showed me what's love, what's care and what's life. loving you is the best thing ever. i love you ! i need you all by my side. but yea, we've ended it. im sure if we were fated, i'll be yours again. i hope you'll find someone better than i do.


i need to move on. seriously, in a short while. tc (':